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Neion Genesis Evangelion (Post-Vasectomy)

The plants and I
we listen to Berg

Neon Genesis Evangelion
"Fly Me to the Moon"1
(strange turquoise rotation)
I've been told not to ejaculate

An afternoon in retrograde
Holy Mountain on meds
bathed in chromatic syntax

Fassbinder's World on a Wire
related: "theme song from Airwolf"
 and: "burgundy car interiors"

In the schema of my recovery sitz baths are apparently crucial
(I can see the backs of nice apartments)

**fizzing spherical lavender bath salt2**
(all my enemies are chaste)


-->[ENTERS A DREAMLIKE STATE]<--

Something stirring
against the backdrop
tethered, ruthlessly incorporated
each breath, now, a harpoon
must alter the mode

the realness inside:
the bone. . .
. . .
. . . is vapor

no ideas to speak of

(I am the metal that surrounds me)

attempting a stalemate
armed with beige optics
The Women in the Dunes
Mishima's Beautiful Star

If Death is the thrush
then I am the magpie

strange turquoise rotation
strange turquoise rotation
strange turquoise rotation, etc. ---->

1Following a period of relative obscurity, NGE was licensed for re-distribution in the United States via the budget media distro outfit REDACTED. As a cost cutting measure, the original closing theme, a prolonged and otherworldly version of "Fly Me to the Moon" by the Japanese artist REDACTED was omitted. The series' many die hard fans revolted, using online messaging boards to post links to a re-score version of each episode's closing sequence.Ξ©

2Exp. Feb. 1998